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Reaching the Lighthouse. {Asheville, NC Boudoir Photographer}

On October 2, I wrote “Like a lighthouse on the horizon, I can see the burnout.”

I was talking about how everything in my life at the time was taking equal importance. How I couldn’t separate the necessary from the wanted.
In an attempt to always be open and honest with you and myself, I have to admit that the time has come.

That I’ve reached the lighthouse.

MS (2 of 6)

While reaching the lighthouse technically means you’ve reached the shore.

That’s exactly the opposite of how I feel.

It’s more like I’m in the middle of the roughest waves I’ve encountered. Being tossed around and pushed back down by the water.
I feel shaken and discouraged.

I want nothing more than to give everything I have to this.
To do it exactly right and to never mess up.

But, I’m just one person.
A person.
I’m not a machine and I’m not programmed for perfection.

I have feelings and a capacity that I’ve pushed for far too long.

It’s time for me to rest.

I will be taking a week off starting tomorrow.

A full week. I won’t respond to e-mails, text messages, or phone calls.
More than likely the blog will be silent.

Please do not allow this to make you feel unappreciated or forgotten.
It’s simply the only thing I know to do right now.

I have to breathe.
To evaluate.
and
To redirect.

Thank you for being lovely.
I will see you next Tuesday!

with love,

Sarajane.

Jennifer Mulkerrin - December 2, 2013 - 4:27 pm

Have a wonderful relaxing week off!

Cheri Pomraning-Dobbins Allegood - December 3, 2013 - 1:02 am

Have a blessed and refreshing time.

harvey - December 5, 2013 - 9:40 pm

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thanks!

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